If only we knew better

Mark 4:36

When we had gotten to start sharing our daily reflections as a group, it felt very fulfilling and refreshing — partly because of the commitment and fellowship that come with it. Still, more importantly, we were actively seeking God’s word daily.

Indeed, if living as Christians meant spending more time in (1) meditation on God’s word and (2) prayer, we are already doing 50% of what was required. Meditation and reflection, however, are not enough because I think, this only gathers “inactive” faith.

Last week, we touched on Paul’s life. And the message that I got from that was how to stand tall and strong on one’s faith, proclaiming the gospel and boldly living my life as a Christian.

Although what this means may be different for each of us, there was one truth that we acknowledged: we need Christ in our life. Not just as a distant deity or figure of power watching over us, but as our Lord and savior.

This, I can relate to the verse that I got this morning following Charles Spurgeon’s Morning and Evening study. In Mark 4, Jesus was doing his part in proclaiming God’s word through parables and giving instructions on how his disciples must live their lives as followers of Christ. However, in verse 36, what was striking for me was the fact that although Jesus had gained several followers as they went out to the lake (“There were also with him other little ships.”), those who were closest to him were the most terrified and in a state of panic when the waves turned rough.

I appreciated two things in this chapter: (1) Wherever Jesus was, there his followers are, too and (2) Jesus is in full control of every situation.

The first realization was as we follow Jesus, He will remain with us. And even if we face unexpected and difficult situations in life, He is always in full control of everything.

If this doesn’t scream “Have faith in me!” (though I think that would not have been the approach Jesus would have used) I don’t know what does.

And as the people (also from the other boats) were in a panic, his disciples in verse 38 asked if he did not care at all if they were to drown. What could’ve Jesus felt when they asked him this question? If we ask him this question?

If only they knew better. If only we knew better.

Lord, thank You for being with us. Thank you for your constant and unfailing love for us. Though we fail to see its extent and entirety most days, we acknowledge your grace and steadfast heart for sinners like us. Forgive us for our sins, especially in moments when unbelief crawls in to douse our faith and love for You. Teach us how to have more faith in You and everything that you are. Thank you for your love, Jesus. Amen.